please know this, i'll always be right here, you don't have to look no where else babe, don't think for a minute, this love will change, oh you should know that ..

I didn't get to blog yesterday , damn. Well yesterday we had our PCYC study day and it was also Sammy's birthday. She's pissed off at me right now, but dramas are all part of life. I didn't have a too happy day yesterday. Well Sammy came over in the morning and I gave her her present and then we headed to PCYC. We had 6 40 minute sessions on the 5 main subjects and a study skills session. It was really good, I learnt alot and lots of handy, useful information for studying and the School Certificate. It like inspired me to study but unfortunately I didn't do much yesterday. Then after I hung around for a bit with Chris, Zenn, Luke, Ryan and Lincoln. We just walked around and stuff then I bought some purse and this hello kitty gift bag to put the souveneirs I'm gonna give Mana in. She's coming tomorrow, how exciting. Mrs Lawn still hasn't rung me yet so I have no idea what's happening. She hasn't got my new address I don't think and I don't have her phone number.

After I got home I did a bit of reading of Geography and then somehow bla bla was on the phone with Lisa all night. I just realised there's never going to be a perfect guy for me. Never. None of my ex's have been perfect except for the first one. Now thinking about it, it's like what is the point in past relationships. I mean all you do is get hurt and all, except for those few sweet/happy memories. But I'm not going into one of them again, not until I find the one, which I might never. I have too many insecurities. I look at other people's relationships and now I'm contradicting myself. I say to some people how protective their partners are, but I just realised, I feel the same way when it comes to boys I like. I get jealous so easiily, I dont like it when they talk to too many girls. Jealousy is sucha  stupid feeling, waste of time so why not not let yourself get into that situation =)

Now I'm off to do some more researching of my history article and hopefully start writing up a bit of it.

Love, Katrina