But I aint feeling them like im feelin you Everytime we talk, everytime we touch, I  get a rush cause I can tell you're really feeling me too And its rare, these days to find somebody who really cares You mean everything in my life & I wanna share The ways I never felt, Im really, really feeling you

Hip hip hooray. Stupid dad just hung up on me on the phone. I rang him to ask him to take me to Coles to buy some things and he's like 'you're always buying things!' and hung up on me. Gee, I need to buy my ingredients you know. oofing hell. He's home now, meh. Piss me off to the max, he just left again.

School today was quite the cold but quite funny. Well first period was English, wasn't too bad, wrote up the interview I had with my mum. Then it was PE theory, talking about sexual assaults. Has everyone heard of the news a while ago of a guy on Bondi masturbating in public as he was watching this girl? How gross is that, like who does things like that and talking about sexual intercourse and everything. Interesting lesson. Hmm Recess, well nothing really funny but I was walking up to Chris going to give him a hug from behind and then he poked his ass out whilst he was bending down to pick up the handball and he provoked me to bumjack him LOL, it hurt me actually :( but yes. So funny Steven knows that we want to flim him. Hmm Commerce was alright for once, did a few pages of work and everybody was co-operating together listening to the teacher. Wow. Oh and stupid Emma took my red pen and you know me I can' survive without my red pen and I was nagging the whole class to give it back to me. Took like 10 minutes lol. Now I lost my brand new whiteout that I only bought yesterday. Oofing hell. Maths was really boring as usual. Then lunch time was funny! Rudd moved off the spot on the log he was sitting so a few of us sat down. Then he came back and was asking everyone to move but no one would so I offered him to sit on my laps LOL, and Nick was like "yeah sit on her lap" and I kept asking him to lol then he's like fine and he came and sat on me then i pushed him off and screamed lol. Feels so werid when a guy sits on you compared to a girl =\

Funny how sometimes you don't know a person for that long but you can talk for hours whenever you have the chance to. Funny how the one you always really want is the one you can't have. Funny how no matter how caring he is, you know you're not his special one. Funny how life's funny =)

Love, Katrina