and i know that he's know i'm unfaithful and it kills him inside to know that i am happy with some other guy, i can see him dying, i don't wanna do this anymore, i don't wanna be the reason why everytime i walk out the door, i see him a die a little more inside, i don't wanna hurt him anymore, i don't wanna take away his life, i don't wanna be ..

What a gloomy day. So boring. Well woke up in the morning and got ready for school as usual. Saw Lincoln on my way down to school then he came with me to get a leavepass instead of going to sport because Dr Prowse said I shouldn't do physical activity so my body can recover. First period was Science, was really gay because we're doing Ionic Compounds, in other words the chemical formula things and Lincoln was asking all these questions. Math was second period, had a good chat to Chris and Sammy as Mr Mason is away all week so we just have a booklet to do. Recess was alright, we found a girl who can do the film and video thing, which is to be all flirty around Steven. ROFLS, he tries to perve and get on to anyone and no one was willing to do it, only boat girl was lol. Pretty slack but yeh. English was third period, didn't do much because everyone's working on their autobiographies and i'm doing a biography on my mum so most of it is done at home. I haven't even started yet as i mentioned in previous entries. Then it was History, reading the speeches of Paul Keating. They were pretty meaningful and touching. Wasn't a bad lesson but I found out on the coming Monday we have an in class essay on a primeminist, how gay is that! I haven't even been here for 2 weeks to reserach on a prime minister. Luckily, the Hiostry test on Thursday is a History Competition. We have next Tuesday which is where we're going to the PCYC for some talk thing all day, then on Friday we have a study day which is in school but outta uniform and no need for class attendance, then the Tuesday after that all the students that are hosting the Japanese exchange students will all go to the Billabong Park, with Mr Taylor driving a minibus! Let's all pray before we start off on that trip.

Afterschool Sammy jigged and came with me to Settlement City. I bought a few birthday cards, dad's father's day card and a box of chocolates, got a few photos developed, got my liquid paper FINALLY, got a love heart cutter, bought an electric mixer because mum lost ours and a box of chocolate which is contributing to the presents I'm going to give to Mana when she comes to Australia :)

I totally love this song, I'm officially addicted to it! The lyrics are depressing.

Love, Katrina